ニュートリノPです @neutrinoP@vocalodon.net

@tomoki Same for me! 🫣

Being an introvert isn't easy.
Imagine waiting for a reply to a message you've never sent....
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This is also true.... my fault🥺🤣

yay finally the last purchase from 2 days ago has been transferred, i can get me fresh bread

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Now that mom holds me "hostage" indoors and having the heating running full, I have to stay barefeet and monitor the wounds, won't be able to sleep. I have no bandages left. 🥺

Tomorrow is my mom's birthday, she turns 75.
I'm unable to provide anything to her.

@ushwvskdf yes.
The more people will buy my songs from Bandcamp, or donating to my paypal if they have access, the better for me to get through this winter.
And just imagine, using Bandcamp as charity, the people could beat the system.

@ushwvskdf Please, if you can, please do.

@ushwvskdf I so wish that I could raise money for the brain surgery so I can make more music after recovery, but I'm unable to raise money for my daily meals, since just very few have come to my rescue. I wish there would be someone influential and convince their followers to join in the efforts, whether buying my songs, or donating. I might be able to survive then!

@ushwvskdf By the way, all these issues are directly connected to the brain tumour. Partial paralysis, combined with Klinefelter, leading to muscular atrophy, venous disease, therefore ulcerations all over, especially in my legs.

@ushwvskdf Living with these leg wounds since 2003, no cure, but I could manage if I would have resources. Currently no resources for food either, because I try to keep giving to mom everything so she will not be deprived of food, heating, comfort. Yet now she is threatening me that she will sleep in the cold room if I will go out, so I must use the heating for the whole apartment. I'm scared of the gas bill.

Had to come indoors again, just like yesterday night, heavy bleeding.
Now I stopped it.
Mom is scared and won't let me go.

It's cold in my Mitsu, can't afford to start the engine to warm it up.

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